Height:In the middle CW:Who gives a fuck? Not me! Do you really give a fuck? Are you going to weigh my heart on a platter, and if its lighter than a feather, maybe you'll approve? I dont want your fucking approval I was still beautiful, friendly, and nice when I weighed:175 At a time when I was depressed and lost my appetite, I weighted:130 Once, I wish I weighed:150 Then I wish I weighed:140 Was I happy? Not enough. I then wish I weighed:130 Of course I was insatiable. I needed to weigh:120X I dont give a fuck if I weigh:110
Please Please Please by Head Automatica *Get to be 110 *Buy single digit size clothing *Stop Binging *Excirsize every day *Anything it takes to be beautiful
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Gab's Own Challenge: 1. Eat under 1000 calories every day until March 15th. 2. Sweat baby! Work out every day and burn at least 100 cals. 3. Drink 5 glasses of water per day 4. Be beautiful! Clean, makeup, and hair every day! 5. Do my HOMEWORK. EVERY DAY!
1. B-Tea with honey (30) L- Luna Bar (200) D- TBA but probably a salad with chicken (350)
2. Exercize: TBA but hopefully DDR- (100)
In-580, Out- 100, Total-480
3. Water- 1 2 3 4 5
4. Cleaning the house right now!
5. Planning on studying tonight!
And the prizes for winning- 1. Weight loss and tone 2. Better hydration 3. And I'll let my boyfriend come see me! 4. And I can shop for things online again! 5. And good grades!
All my life, I've wanted to have those gorgeous skinny legs... the kinds of legs that look good in cute jean shorts...
Anyone know some good workouts to get skinny legs (aside from running)?
I'm back, and I want to be skinny before my boyfriend comes to visit me this summer.
That means that I have about 3 months, and my goal is to lose 30 pounds so that I'm just the chubby chick instead of the obese chick. I want to be 110 eventually. I dont know what I weigh now, but I think it's around 170.
School is going well, I like it. I need to get my life together though.
To Do list: 1. Clean house!!!! 2. Catch up on make up work 3. Article for school newspaper 4. DIET DIET DIET and EXERCIZE!
But I dont have a real plan laid out quite yet. I'll figure one out though.
My boyfriend will be here in 100 days. So I'm going to go on a diet and work out every day so that I can be skinny when he gets here. I wanted to document my journey here :D
I know this is really short but I've been crazy busy due to classes starting again. I promise that I'll update later.
God I want to be her sometimes. She's so beautiful. She's so skinny too!
I know, I know. I'm too old for "high school musical" and childish fantasies. Well- guess what? I still think she's gorgeous.
So how many is that a week? 3800? So I should lose about 3.5 pounds per week on this? Well, we'll see I guess. Depends if I can stick to it. I sure as hell am going to try though. I love AW and I dont want him to see me as a fat slob when he comes here.
You know what? Japanese people are generally tiny, so I'm going to try eating like them. My friend's japanese exchange student was petite! She said that her lunch helped her diet because of the tiny portions.
BENTO BOX! So I'm getting one :)
For one, they look big here, but they're tiny. The portions are small, and I can make them well balanced. For two, they would be fun to prepare. For three... well... they're just so darn cute :)
Hey everyone- I havent lost too much. I'm down two pounds right now but at least it's something.
I went out with my ex (who I call X-man) this weekend, and we ended up attempting to have sex, which ended horribly because I havent had sex in a long time so he couldnt get it in, and he was so nervous that he couldnt stay up.
All in all, it was an awkward experience. I dont know where our relationship will go now. He's calling me his girlfriend now- ok, whatever. I really dont like him that way. I was just trying to have fun. And then he dropped the L-bomb and freaked me out.
blegh!
I mean, it's sweet when guys are in love with me... if I love them back. And since I dont- awkwardness. He even said something which, if I read between the lines, was "I'm proposing in 6 months." Whyyyyy do I have to deal with this? I dont really want to break his heart but I guess I shouldnt have just used him for fun.
UM anyway- DD has also been on and off with me lately. I didnt talk to him for a week until yesterday, and we kinda caught up. He's a sweet kid but I dont think it will go anywhere.
Diet news- I've been horrible lately, which explains my low weight loss. New resolution- DDR everyday for at least 15 minutes!
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